February 2012
10 posts
It’s funny how life has a way of trying to replace new losses with old ones, all things that I would have given anything to hold on to at the time, but that was before I met you, now nothing seems to fit me like you did.
Always waiting on the other end of a phone, whenever you need me. Nothing could stop me from being there.
Contact, Contact, Contact.
January 2012
31 posts
2 tags
Home Movies
I thought I’d come to peace with it all, but the effects of alcohol eventually wear off. No vice, no person, nothing can stop you from creeping back into my thoughts, until my head plays out the past like a film on repeat and my stomach twists itself into knots.
‘How do atheists find meaning in life?’- Paula... →
patrickjoust:
Life cannot be meaningless so long as we have the capacity to affect the well-being of ourselves and others. For true meaninglessness, we would need heaven.
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In the state of permanent, perfect bliss that is the very definition of heaven, ‘making a difference’ is ruled out. If the difference made an improvement, the previous state could not have been perfect. If it made ...
Who knew that leaving London would one day break my heart, In more ways than one. I’ve left the best part of me in this city.
"But i knew that you were a truth i would rather...
Over and over again, i repeat this post on a bi annual basis, it’s about something different every time and i should probably take some comfort it that in regards to the future. This seems different to the rest, this stings more and consumes me in a way that i never knew possible. It never subsides, it’s had all the time in the world but theres been no progress. I’m just falling...
Don’t leave Miss Pipe Dream, because i love you.
Insanity is doing the same thing, over and over again, but expecting different...
– Albert Einstein (via kari-shma)
All I ask is that you let me spend forever feeling this way, before you take me.
– I Wrote This For You: The Wishing Well In The Sky (Letters To Father Time)
I tell my love to wreck it all, cut out all the ropes and let me fall.
– Skinny Love
It’s comforting to know that my head is just as conflicted as it was a month and a half ago. My heart has bounced from here to there so many times, nothing surprises me anymore, happiness is temporary, any grass is greener, always unsatisfied.
134.
I’m terrified that I dreamt last night. For that space of time my head just shut off, that feeling that changed everything about my life consumed me until I was happy, just purely, truly happy.
Sitting in that empty kitchen with a tray of potato waffles and your arms around me, i couldn’t have seen in the new year in a better way. I hope this year will make some sense.
December 2011
43 posts
2012 will be dedicated to reparation.
Oh, the various cruelties that play on the heart…
Oh, for everything to be so simple, to be in love and for that to be enough.
It feels like i’m dreaming, home has been perfect, everything is exactly as it should be.
Love to all, Merry Christmas
x
I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.
– Jack Kerouac, On The Road (via knockturn)